Amrix

really thought

Amrix — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:52:54 +0000

I really thought I could count on you,
I really thought we were close,
I really thought that you cared for me,
I really loved you like my rose.

My Revenge

Amrix — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 13:23:07 +0000

Burning with rage, fire and sulphur billow from my nose,
my mouth is ready to consume you,

Madness and mayhem engulf my mind;
the things I will do, I will do to you.

No eye has yet seen, no human body felt,
the punishing torture and anguish,

I will unleash the madness of my soul
with a clap of lighting, striking, smiting, flash.

Revenge is my doom, and my doom is your doom,
and your doom is my pleasure my friend,

The dreams of my mind, and thoughts of my life
have all finally reached the point of your end.

Destroy and perish, the fate of life revealed,
but no fate is the same, now that I come

To take away your life and limbs,
and your friends will all die, and allies are all now gone.

Do you understand my anger, my vengeance,
my mind, my desire to crush your eyes,

And with the end of ends, when I end your life,
and bring my sweet revenge for all lives.

One Wish

Amrix — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 22:35:17 +0000

just one more time
i will try to go with you
if you don’t cry
the memories are there

and one more wish
if you seek to know the truth in me
and i won’t try
to remember them

when the sun shines gold
is the only way to die
that’s when you fly
and i will surely be there

chasing the truth
is like the wind that never lies
if you desire
to be there once more

fight on, and fight
and never let your heart settle down
then you will know
where the final rest abides

trust in your life
break away from everything else
remember the times
joy from your soul will abound

just one more wish
what is sought will never fall away,
chasing the light
the life in you that i know

My End

Amrix — Sat, 14 Jul 2007 22:27:12 +0000

wrapped up warm in a leather coat
leaving the house as a white ghost
fire burns the skin off my face
yellow, orange flames keep chase

through dark foggy fields at night
a large wooden cross standing upright
waves of heat ignite my skin
burning alive in the dim

cheering and chanting a solemn sound
all the men gathered in shrouds
yells and screams beckon my ears
help me, help me, is all i hear

pulled out on his face from the woods
as another piece of dung, should
dark and misty by my side
another rotting soul trying to hide

kicked and beaten pounded to red
gather around to splatter his head
no space, no room, nowhere to go
worthless souls making me choke

bruised and battered onto the floor
the cool wet ground sooth his sores
decaying mud is my only home
where tiny worms gnaw at my bones

pull him away and tie him up high
nowhere to run now or to flee
closer, move closer i see the light
trying to escape the tormented night

top of the tree with all in view
the fire is started with a long plume
piling high, soul upon soul
escaping the pit is my only hope

smoke pours over the cross
the fire begins to consume the dross
burning me up, nothing remains
the pain won’t go, i’m still the same

screams and cries echo the night
cheers and laughter return the fright
more fire, more heat, turning it up
burning again without any stops

late at night when the party has finished
starting to leave with joy undiminished
crawling, fighting trying to escape
a sea of dead men blocking the way

another day and my duty is done
at home at peace, where fears have gone
arms and legs and shoulders and feet
bodies intertwined, consumed by the deep

Love

Amrix — Thu, 12 Jul 2007 22:26:08 +0000

I tried to memorise the magic words.
I tried and tried but I failed.
They were soft, they were hard, they were gentle,
they were loud, they were flowing through my mind.
Again I whispered the words, persisting as a rock.
Hard and bare as it was laid.
Yet I could not grasp the rhythm that was there.
My mind was bashing the walls inside of my head.
To let me complete this arduous goal,
that I could repeat the words which were told.
Oh forget it, I give up, how many more times must I try.
When it is only I that remain, and all else has arrived.
Remind me again, what I should say?

Magic

Amrix — Wed, 14 Feb 2007 22:26:25 +0000

lying, falling, slipping
whisk me away
far far away
swirling in the dizziness
of my mind and my soul
my friend, oh no
go away for a little while
and do not try
to come back
to me once more
i have forgotten everything
of you?
never want to hear you say
lost words
or my name
and if you want to be
with me
then dream of magic
should my soul
never run away
slipping down the path
i go
you will never try
will never know
how to sing your thoughts
and upon your lips
the words
that my mind conjures
and your reflection in my eyes
daring me to know

Old Friend

Amrix — Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:34:14 +0000

you were my old friend
where did you go,
why didn’t you stay?
i needed you here
keep my side, but you left me?
or did i leave you?

you were my old friend,
no-one could separate
time to go, life is slow, but
you would never leave…
or was that just a silly dream?
i think i was asleep..

you were my old friend,
why did you leave me.
i have lost my mind
just to think of that time
so i still remember, all the times
we were together, sharing the time

and were you my old friend?
all our dreams, we were so free
when i think of you?
do you still think of me?
you were my old friend?
my only old friend…

My Way

Amrix — Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:31:48 +0000

i don’t think i’m free
whats going on inside of me,
i don’t know anymore
this is all a big blur

i go my own way
but everyone wants to sway
my mind, my conscience crys
don’t you know i’m so dry

i can’t stand it, life
alive? or dead, this time
its no longer the same
you gonna know my name

this world don’t make sense
is life worth a pence?
don’t you think, i know
you make me choke

so go your own way, fine?
and i will go mine
then we will see the truth
it won’t be so smooth

but then its not so sweet
if only you were meek?
the good go down
and you win the crown

dragging me into the clay
only if i could say
the truth that is behind
i wouldn’t be so blind

now i’m gone and dead
i’ve been ripped to shreds
the vision is still there
maybe another can bare

To Dust To Dust

Amrix — Mon, 21 Mar 2005 22:37:14 +0000

my heart is raw
my flesh is uncovered
the wounds mark my skin
the darkest pain
lost in despair
all hope is gone
to lose life
or to remember shadows
hovering over my grave
lost in confusion
bare once again
feigned memories
of happiness and joy
but truth reveals
as a blunt knife
tearing me asunder
to dust to dust
the carriage will carry
the scorn of me
and mockery of many
where i was once
a man cast down
without remorse
or sorrow or tear
the flames await
my forbidden decay
and breathe on me
the cursed tongue
never to know
or keep forever

my life ends now

Amrix — Fri, 25 Feb 2005 22:28:47 +0000

sadness and sorrow describe me
there is no optimism in this ship, no joy at all
a distinct sense of dismissal lingers
not the rejection that you have heard or had nightmares about
no, this time it’s cut me straight through the heart,
an unending pain forcing its way through me
burning away all hope, all love, every pleasing feeling has gone
not even one dream lingers in my mind, no dreams left
i’m naked and ravaged
when your heart is heavy, and your mind confused
and death has finally come to me,
i am dead, my life ends now