sadness and sorrow describe me
there is no optimism in this ship, no joy at all
a distinct sense of dismissal lingers
not the rejection that you have heard or had nightmares about
no, this time it’s cut me straight through the heart,
an unending pain forcing its way through me
burning away all hope, all love, every pleasing feeling has gone
not even one dream lingers in my mind, no dreams left
i’m naked and ravaged
when your heart is heavy, and your mind confused
and death has finally come to me,
i am dead, my life ends now